August 22nd, 2009

So i have a new blog
well it probably looks exactly like my old one but it’s actually new and improved. Now people can leave me comments! And if you have a gravatar it will show up automatically.
I’m loving word press so far! It’s going to make adding a blog post super easy and convenient. I can’t believe I had a static blog… crazy times call for crazy measures
. I’m also launching a new music website. I’ve already completed the website design. Now I just have to customize word press to match my design. The site is basically to allow me to share my music with my friends… but who knows where it will take me to.
Final Note — bloggity blog
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March 11th, 2009

I feel so happy today. Doing good things for yourself and others is a great way to boost your self esteem. I ordered some flowers for my grandma just because and every time I think about her receiving them my heart lights up
I also got my nails and hair done hehe. I feel super accomplished like everything is falling right into place. I’m going out of town tomorrow yay! I love my family and friends and can’t wait to spend some quality time with them.
Oh my word… my dreams for some reason aren’t as happy
In my dream last night I was trying to take a shower while being harassed by my grandma. I was so angry and irritated. Sometimes I think my dreams are an outlet for negative feelings. I’ve been pretty happy lately so I guess the negative has to come out somehow. I just wish my dreams could be pleasant.
Final Note — Happy milk comes from happy cows
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January 23rd, 2009

If u don’t care then why should I?
I torment myself inside
Trying to fulfill you
But what about me?
Or the friends I leave.
Why can’t I hold the power?
How could you NOT
Want to shower
With this?
A bitch no.
Try the most generous fool in the book.
The same sad ending
You took me for granted.
Final Note — A little too late goes a long way…
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January 4th, 2009

It’s a new year! I’m feelin pretty good. It’s day 3 of my 21 day challenge. I already broke a couple of my challenges… I ate a whole bag of skittles today! I couldn’t help myself. I just love sweets
They say it takes 21 days to make or break a habit. I’m going to give it a shot and see if it really works. I haven’t had any soda or coffee!!! I know that will be easy to stick to for 21 days. I’ve also been taking my vitamins faithfully. I feel accomplished.
You should see my resolution board! It is so awesome. I recommend every person create one. It truly helps you visualize your goals. I got the idea from the movie “The Women.” The main character makes a board that shows everything she wants. I have mine right by my bed so it stares me right in the face when I wake up and taunts me all day. A few things I have on there… recycle, exercise, vitamin c, eat less beef, water, etc. All the little stuff I tend to forget or let slide. Here’s a sneak peek!!!

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November 25th, 2008

I just watched Diary of a Mad Black Woman. It sounds funny right? It was actually a really great movie! Very inspiring. It makes me want to be a better person… it also made me realize that I’m an angry mad white woman
I’m waiting for my Orlando. If only he were real. There has to be a few nice guys left. If nice guys finish last then I guess I just gotta be patient. Maybe at the steel factory.
Today was a good day. Tomorrow I have to wake up at the crack of dawn and its off to grandmothers house. I can’t wait to hear my grandpa’s stories! He’s so cute. I wish I was closer. Time feels so precious when I’m there. The view is beautiful! I should take a picture. I can’t wait to hear what my family thinks about Obama being president. I say GO OBAMA! OBAMA OBAMA OBAMA… Check Out the Obama Video!
Final Note — Let go of your guilt.
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November 11th, 2008

I’m about to be 25 years old so I figured I might as well start writing down some of my random thoughts before I forget this wonderful period of my life. This blog is about me, my dreams, my hopes, my frustrations. Nothing but the truth. Also I’ll so graciously post a cute photo with each entry!
Stay posted for my latest adventures. I have a feeling this will be a fun packed week. It is my birthday week after all! That’s one present a day to keep the jokers away.
You know what I really want? Money haha just kidding. I think I just might have everything my little heart desires (well at least anything that money can buy). What a crazy materialistic society we live in. And here my hypocritical ass talks about the environment. I seriously need to join some kinda group or network to do something good for the world. Green peace is a bunch of bologna. Eww one of my neighbors is creepy…. I think he works there.
Final Note — Let this be my ode to do good.
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