dream blog - archives - May 2010

letting go

Monday, May 24th, 2010

Allyn Beth Brown All Rights Reserved :)

My grandmother sent me an email this morning that couldn’t have come at a better time. Lately I’ve been questioning myself and my actions but even further the people that surround my life.

“There comes a point in your life when you realize: Who matters, Who never did, Who won’t anymore… And who always will. So, don’t worry about people from your past, there’s a reason why they didn’t make it to your future.”

It’s hard to let people go sometimes. Especially when you care for them. How do you choose who stays and who goes? For me that’s been a constant battle. I try to avoid hurting people and in doing so just end up hurting myself. I have to learn to let go of the people or feelings that bring me down. In my new journey forward I will stand up for myself. I will choose.

a new day

Saturday, May 22nd, 2010

Allyn Beth Brown Playing with Fire

I watched Food Inc. last night… talk about eye opening! It’s sad how much control the government has over the food we eat. I feel like a pathetic consumer caught up in the media. The lamest part is that I’ve known this problem existed but like everyone else I simply turned a blind eye. Well I’m tired of looking the other way. It’s time to stare this life right in the face.

I will make change. Today is a new day. A new chance to start on the right path. I have to learn to see past temptation for a deeper understanding of quality, progression and change. We can change the world!