I’ve slightly missed my train
Tempted to refrain
I try to remain myself
On my way to a new destination
Without hesitation
This time focusing on my health
A bad thought or deed here and there
But petty to compare
The love I urn to share
Scared of the ridicule
From friends and foe
Trying not to be gay
Searching for a way
To say how I feel
Is this for real?
Insecure for so long
Unsure I’m worth loving
My heart broken and heart breaking past
Flashes before my eyes
Removing the disguise
I thought I had to hide
Still in disbelief
A threatening relief
Final Note — Train rides are good for the environment and your brain!