My sober mind is hard to please
My indecisive nature is never at ease
Always in thought of what could have been…
It’s crazy how so many people nowadays are never satisfied with what they have. We always want something else and by the time we get it our brain has already shifted on to something new. Maybe it’s a safety net… to protect ourselves from disappointment. If that thing you so desperately desired isn’t what it was cracked out to be who cares…
at least you got it.
Change is “good” but what if you’re addicted to change? Part of me strives on perfection and routine yet another part of me despises it and longs for adventure.
Final Note — Change is definitely good
I also got my nails and hair done hehe. I feel super accomplished like everything is falling right into place. I’m going out of town tomorrow yay! I love my family and friends and can’t wait to spend some quality time with them.
In my dream last night I was trying to take a shower while being harassed by my grandma. I was so angry and irritated. Sometimes I think my dreams are an outlet for negative feelings. I’ve been pretty happy lately so I guess the negative has to come out somehow. I just wish my dreams could be pleasant.