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Friday, January 23rd, 2009

Orhid on the 152 by Allyn Beth Brown

If u don’t care then why should I?
I torment myself inside
Trying to fulfill you
But what about me?
Or the friends I leave.
Why can’t I hold the power?
How could you NOT
Want to shower
With this?
A bitch no.
Try the most generous fool in the book.
The same sad ending
You took me for granted.

Final Note — A little too late goes a long way…

happy new year!

Sunday, January 4th, 2009

Allyn Beth Brown on New Years!

It’s a new year! I’m feelin pretty good. It’s day 3 of my 21 day challenge. I already broke a couple of my challenges… I ate a whole bag of skittles today! I couldn’t help myself. I just love sweets :) They say it takes 21 days to make or break a habit. I’m going to give it a shot and see if it really works. I haven’t had any soda or coffee!!! I know that will be easy to stick to for 21 days. I’ve also been taking my vitamins faithfully. I feel accomplished.

You should see my resolution board! It is so awesome. I recommend every person create one. It truly helps you visualize your goals. I got the idea from the movie “The Women.” The main character makes a board that shows everything she wants. I have mine right by my bed so it stares me right in the face when I wake up and taunts me all day. A few things I have on there… recycle, exercise, vitamin c, eat less beef, water, etc. All the little stuff I tend to forget or let slide. Here’s a sneak peek!!!

My Resolution Board