How come every time I go to visit my family I find myself wanting to end whatever relationship i’m currently in? Perhaps it’s me seeing through sober eyes. Or having a sense of belonging and trust. Something my current relationships must lack… I haven’t met the right person yet. I know exactly what I want but for some reason it seems so impossible to find. I want someone that’s head over heels for me 
What ever happened to love at first sight? Does that bullshit even exist…
They say you truly love someone when you put them before yourself. To me that sounds like heartache waiting to happen. But without love your heart aches so what’s the difference? It’s better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all. I need to stop being a love coward and open up my heart a little. I feel scarred 
Final Note — No pain no gain.